Absence

Do I hear the voice in my head, who says be sane

Sanity? But why? Your words drive me crazy

Thats why. So do I hear what the voice says, or do I listen to you

Your words, your words, have a meaning?

Its lost on me, if there is one at all.

I feel the absence. The utter need to want and you say its okay.

Its okay, so please understand.

And I try, I try and your words lose all meaning

Your absence starts making sense, there is a reason?

Tell me more, but its just that your words

Have no meaning left at all

I just understand the absence, the hole voluntarily made, the carving of my face

So, taking comfort in the fact that you like the absence

But your words, lose all meaning on me.

Its the absence which you understand more than me.