My blog is my own kingdom and words are my subjects
I was asked if I wanted it
And I didn’t know.
So I said yes, and they passed me over
I did not care if I wanted what they asked
So I shut my eyes to them and waited to pass
No sensation, no movements
Only my breaths, piercing the silence
How could I know?
I was here, and this was it.
When they asked me, I did not believe
All I did was let them be, and so I Crossed Over
My cage was very weird, I could come and go
But I did not fight the bondage
As the window was my light.
Come day, come night
When it rained, when sun shined
I never did recognise my plight
For the window was my light.
I would fly, but come back
I would turn away in despair but always return with regret
I never thought of a different life
For that window was my light.
It’s been a long time, there is no fire
No spark to ignite, the long lost light
It’s been a long time, there has been no sunrise
The night feels too dark, for the clouds cover the moon tonight
A flame, like old times
I can make, rubbing two rocks alight
Careful, don’t burn yourself
This is not for you, but you can share the light.
Dispel the damp, dark cover of the night.
One may rejoice, but know this
Nothing lasts, and so it all will end.
In ash.
I ran to the shore, for your embrace
You washed over me, an icy hug from you
You make me feel welcome
No matter the sand, or the sun.
Mess with the trees and you raise a storm
Tall, dark, swirling
One whoosh and push you to the ground
Leaves blow, the widows woe
The death comes creeping through the window
No matter the age, the storms will rage
Knocking at your door, knowing what you hold
Carry in your arms, your precious life
Death will come for all, make sure you know when its your call.
You are not meant for adoring anyone, nor are you known for lust
You are not meant for average love, the love that others share
Yours is meant for greatness, beyond
A love to move mountains, to create storms
You can love
No matter the heartbreaks, no matter the let downs
You can love the love they speak of in romance
To the moon and back, something which is divine
You can love with the intensity of your core
Resonating through your entire sense of being
To the last shred of life, to the last heart beat.
That is the love you can love
Not the meagre adoration that others share
Its okay if you lose, the loss is greater on their side too
Like sea you engulf, like sky you overwhelm
Your love is immortal, your love is infinite
Its love they will never know, who don’t see beyond the body.
Your love isn’t lust, its something pure.
Its not known, but it has been heard of
Its a cure for pain, its an antidote.
I would love to love, this love you show
for there is none better than you who can love.
Try as you may, you can never satisfy the sin
Which lives in the heart, deep below in the grove
They dive in the ocean of your sanctity
Plunge the knife, deep.
It never ends, the giving and sharing
Until you are out of both.
Then they walk on, prey on other souls.
No I don’t want to say
No I don’t want to share about my day
It’s mine, and I own it.
