Lonely heart and a lonely mind
I carry like a burden behind
Many people around me in a dense crowd !
but I feel trapped as if in a cloud !
Solitude which seemed like a bliss before
now chokes and binds me !
i cant talk or express
I feel I am bound and emotionless.
I feel empty inside out !
No one to talk to me and about
Earlier I loved to talk and laugh
now I die inside! A lonely death !
People talk to me, ask me things
but I dont hear them !
I see them but I dont reach them
I am away from them, far away !
A place where they cant find me.
Lonliness is my companion
in the madness around me !
Drowning me in its deathly silence
overwhelming deafness and stillness is tiring
As it presses down on me !
I seem to be at the bottom of an ocean
cut off from the world.
I have no wish to join them.
They are full of hate and spite
they hurt me and destroy me
piece by piece,
without showing any mercy
they force death on me !