Time passes without me moving at all
or maybe I am waiting for a call
What is it that I am looking for ?
What is it that my heart pursues?
I don’t know the reason yet
I feel being under the debt
of things I have locked inside me
for a long time I believe.
I don’t know what to do ?
My life is at a standstill
my blocked feelings aiming to kill
I can’t hold on now!
I can’t find the answer to “how”!
I need to move quick
before I break myself, brick by brick.
I need to find it
and I know that I can’t quit.
I hate it, I hate it all
waiting for that irritating call
my insanity is taking its toll
Why is it taking so long ?
Time is running out!
I am losing my grip of sanity
Instead of blanking, my mind is fuzzy.
With things that I felt unsorted
baffling as the problem is
I don’t even know the logic of it
Why am I where I am ?
No answer to the senseless question