Its not as easy as I make it look, not as smooth
Its not what you think, this pretension of a life
I wait in the dark, I wait for light
I wait for you to end my plight.
Its not a bed of roses, this life
Its more of a walk among the thorns, barefoot
Each prick that I endure, each drop of blood that spills
Its not what it seems to be, its just my blood singing
Singing to the rhythm of your heartbeat.
Its not what it looks like, floating over clouds
I just lost my way while looking for your fate
I seem at my leisure while I drown inside
I suffocate while it seems I enjoy the stroll.
Arduous as it is, I am still glad it is!
The pain, a reminder!
Cloudy mist, soothing my nerves
The wind, caressing with a touch
So soft, a slap
To wake, not stop.
I seem to never be through
The invisible ties that lead me to you!