Its our college fest tomorrow. And I, who doesnt really work or volunteer for anything, did work this time. And I did some good work.
I will upload the pics of the fest too!
I feel so proud of myself. 😆
Sometimes the balance seems not fair to me
Sometimes, it comes too late
Somewhere my happiness is marred by the shadow
Sometimes life gives you a reflection of yourself in someone else and when you have so much in common, its like the good part is just the beginning. This someone is my friend, Tushar. We share our birthdays! He is sort of my alter-ego. I am not sure about it but lets see.
I have no idea why I mentioned him here today. Maybe, I just wanted to set a milestone about him before he vanishes as usual. He just walks out on people,One of his perks I would say. But thats okay. 😋
This blog is so depressing. I wonder how people read it. I just realised it.
The waves crush me over and over
As I go along with them, water rushing over me
Under me, around me
I wake up
Sweat and beats of my heart, my dark room
And wide, open, scared eyes.
Lies, all lies they were
That life is something to love and cherish
You said those words and convinced me
And yet I see myself on the shore, crying with the waves
For the lost sea of tears
That wash away with the winter rain
I feel betrayed for I was made a fool
A Fool of my own making
Silly, stupid trust.
The two things that people say in order to avoid their feelings. 😏😏
I dont know said he
I dont care said she
Both looked away
Searching for escape
I dont want to read the end
Stay on this page where its sunny
Flowers in the garden
And a smile on my face
The next page might ruin it
Turning pages reveal horrors unseen