My Pain, My Gain

Life offers pain generously
And I being what I am, take it all in willingly
Surrendering to the forces that threaten to break me
Yet I enjoy the pain I feel Teaching me to endure, to test my limits
As I realise my addiction
I feel and I hurt, but still carry The load, the burden, the pain
A reminder of the constant dull ache
All the while putting up a smile which is so fake
My pain is what I gain from fate What I use, what I believe to be true
Hating myself for being weak For taking up pain as my partner Some sort of forgiveness I seek But I am denied, time and again The pleasure of being in melancholy

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