Drifting through the memory lane
something which i rarely do
I remembered my father
lost to the sea of fate
I remembered the time he fell ill
I remembered the time when his soul left
I remembered the time when i felt his loss
I remembered how we were double crossed!
I remembered when he used to talk to me
i remembered how i used to listen!
I remembered when he used to teach me
I remembered how I used used to learn!
I remembered it all
how life felt empty
how his absense stung
I remembered the time i refused to believe
I remembered the time I refused to let go !
The time of the awful moments
I let it all come back to me
to keep remembering
my father, my inspiration !
Making me fill these pages
with what i know, feel and believe !