Banging on the door of my mind
is a small voice
“Let me out!” it pleads.
For escaping, it bleeds!
I hate to hear it scream
but it is a part of my dream
A nightmare that haunts me
in the day and in the night
never leaving my mind.
As the voice gets louder
I shiver with fear
but every time it happens
I close my eyes and endure it all.
Then after what seems like an eternity
it subsides but never goes away
hammering in my mind for a way.
A throbbing heart in me wails
for peace, for ending the turmoil inside.
I feel that I am a slave of the voice
It never leaves me, no matter my choice!
I wish I could let the voice out
but I don’t know how,
I don’t !
This voice is controlling me
pushing me to the extreme limits
never considering that it is tearing me apart !
I wonder whose voice is that
which resides in me,
torments me without pity
and drives me crazy.
I am broken inside beyond repair
and the voice doesn’t even care !
I can’t let it out since
I locked my mind and lost the key.
I am not able to go back the step I came.
I wish this struggle would end soon
or else I will succumb to the never ending doom !