A few day, a large magnitude
Fire in my heart, blazing my insides
I dare not look, I dare not open my eyes
For my hand is on fire
And I hold nothing but my heart in my hand
I feel the heat, I smell the burns
I see it and yet I dont see anything at all.
I refuse to take any step for I fear the fire will go out
I will once again be cold and worn out
If my heart is the price I have to pay.
So be it that way.
I will burn my heart for the warmth I feel
Just for a little while it will make me believe
That sun will rise again
The the darkness would mingle with the light
And make my world shiny just for a little while.
There is light and there is dark
There is day and there is night
There is sun and it is so bright
Then the moon with its majestic light
Fragrance of those flowers in the meadow
Wet due to the early glistening dew
Also the colours that we see
Makes me realise where we all would be
Had the trees not sustained us
Had the nature not been so nurturing
Heart and its vices, less virtues
Hurts other hearts too
Foegetting that hearts cannot be replaced
Like the sun is one
And the moon is one
Like the fragrance is unique
Heart and its emotions, so silly it seems
But it equally hurts, it equally makes you want to rip it out.
Some things are important in life
They cant be replaced
Treasure those things for they may pass
Leaving behind the barren lands
The lands that once were lusciously green
Find me a heart that can love
That can love beyond boundaries
Bound to be limitless
Something which goes deep, down to the bottomless pit
Like the light to light up the way
Like the shine to brighten up the day
Find me a soul that is so pure
That they fall to their feet
Bow their heads in such purity
A soul with love so hard, so intense to give
That I bathe in its glory
That I let it sink into me
Find that heart with such a soul
Together they will make me whole
Love so true, soul so pure
I wish to die wrapped around it
Warming my heart, removing the doubts
A heart that can love, a soul I can cherish
To be mine forever
As I wish this wish to the silver star
Which seems so near yet so far
Today, I decided to give up on you
This day, I let my hopes down
I gave up waiting for you
And from today, I will just fade away.
Today, I stopped counting on you
This day, I thought about me and the hurt I feel
I gave up looking out for you
From today, I finally decided to fade away
Like the wisp of smoke and mist make smog
The same way I will fade into the fog
I let you have your way till now
You never cared whether I stayed or not
Just empty words and all that lot
Foolish enough not to see it all
I walked behind you and held your ground
Now I may get selfish, I may think of my feeble soul
My endurance is gone and so is my longing
Futile it is to wait for you
Just doing myself a favour today
I will keep my dignity and just fade away.
Where others see dark, I see the light
Where they see wrong, I see the right
When they feel alone, I will be the guide
When they feel sad, I will rekindle the joy
I am hopeful, I am an optimist.
I will be your harbor, I will give you the strength to fight.
You wont be alone, I will stand by your side
You wont feel troubled, I will smoothen out your way somehow, someway
I am here, forever with you, in the background, like a tune
I am your heart, and I am not logical
I see only what makes you feel good
I dont care if its a false or untrue
For I am hopeful, I am your optimist
Beating with a rhythm to make you go on
Thank you for being there when no one was.
Thank you for always supporting me when no one did.
Thank you for being patient with me when no one was.
Thank you for loving me when no one did.
Thank you for reading my mind like an open book.
Thank you for making me your reflection.
Thank you for never letting me down.
Thank you for all the nights you sacrificed for me.
Thank you for tolerating my attitude.
Thank you for being the best mother one could ask for.
Happy Mother’s Day, Maa!