There’s something holding me back
somewhere i want to be
I cant put my finger on it
something out of my reach!
I try to think it through
coz’ that’s all I can do !
What can it really be ?
I have not a single clue!
Blizzard of ideas in my mind
but not one satisfactory
I feel some force on me
holding me back from what I seek!
Ocean is spread out in front of me
and no kind of shore to be seen !
I have jumbled thoughts to rearrange
and my course of life to change !
But something is holding me back
blocking my way, down the path
I am still trying to pass through
coz’ that’s all I can really do !
I am tired of fighting all the time
the fruit of waiting, for me is sour and lime
I have known defeat.
Felt it so close.
I am running out of time and hope
victory seems far off to me.
Success, a firework!
Will I ever break through ?
Coz that’s the only thing I am not able to do !