I wish to disappear from the lives of those who know me.
I hate that they know me. You don’t deserve to know me.
Dark and twisty inside, I cringe in my own pain
I wish I would disappear from the memories of those who know what goes through me.
I hope they would forget I once cried on their shoulder, told them my tales of woe or moments that made me smile
I wish those moments would fade and become nothing, something and someone who never was
A nameless, faceless nothingness is what I want to be in the lives of those who know me