Searching


I am searching for you, even though I know you are lost to me.

I am searching for you, even though I know that you walked away from me.

Its not easy for me. Its maybe not easy for you either. But there is a wall, and its there

Very much in my face, a reminder of something that is lost

I am searching for that something which I lost, you lost.

Eyes search until they droop, then they search in dreams for another pair of eyes

Which used to be loving once upon a time and now are empty

Eyes that had a spark, a window to your soul and now see listlessly, longingly at the horizon

For the sun to rise, for the misery to end, for some respite

Those eyes, that smile, chipped teeth and what not

Everything is a part of something bigger today, and I am searching for those parts of life

Which went missing in the tempest called life.

The search is on, its hopeless I know for you decide and you hold your word

And I decide and slip and fall and try to decide again for I am still waiting, waiting for you? Or waiting for myself to decide again? I do not know.

I am searching for you, even when I know its a lost cause.

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