In my thoughts, through my feelings
My emotions, the complexity of of the grey cloud over my head
No silver lining
I suffer through them all.
It rains but I do not get wet, I stay dry
Parched in the rainy season
Such is my suffering. The world moves and I move with it,
Yet I remain where I was, in a loop
Chasing my tail, chasing my shadow
I suffer, for I do not reach where I intend to be
My destiny is blank, my fate has no plan
I drift through life and hence I suffer.
Dont you see? Do you ever feel it?
I suffer. Why dont you see my suffering,
I cry out, I suffer, and I cry out louder
I suffer, I suffer, I suffer
I suffer, I struggle to stay afloat
Its not a part, it is my life.
I suffer and I suffer some more.
Its just suffering, is it?
if it is so, then be it,
Let me suffer, watch me suffer
Till meaning is drained from my sufferings
Till then I suffer.