I feel weird. Dementor effect, you could say. I … Cannot explain it. I dont know. Really. I dont know what to talk. Or say. I seem to be tangled in my own emotions which I cannot comprehend. I dont know where I hold my ground. I feel wobbly. As if I have no place to be. No one to stand by me. Theres an echo of my screams which is not a shreik as I dont really scream. I bottle up. I keep it in. All of it. Thats the culprit I suppose. Lost …. To everything.